I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. When it comes to losing a loved one in death, the pain can be unbearable. I found comfort in God's Word, knowing that suffering and death will come to an end soon. Revelation 21:4 says, "And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.” I hope that God's promise brings you a measure of solace during this difficult time. If you'd like to know more about His promises and what his Kingdom will do for mankind, please visit the website JW.org.